Sisyphus

I don't think I'm human Think I'm out Creator's got a plan for you I blocked his number long ago Yet his messages keep coming through And yes I find myself thinking I need to Get down on pleading knees Saying I am here to bleed for you Will you validate my needs? I'm fucking around with indifference Apathy has proven herself a cold lover I don't want or need any other My dear has sutured up all of my wounds Got my own demon upon my shoulder Tells me things that I wish to be true To be or not to be I will be seeing these dealings through The sinners call me Savior, call me Baphomet Put your hands down, mother fucker I'm not done yet Praying for my sins, see your skeletons in the closet I want to see your skin, bare your flesh to the enlightenment Open up your eyes, baby Wish to see the light, maybe Impale me on ice Make my heart run cold Say you'll free me from the sights But don't promise I'll be saved I'll let you fall in love But I won't let you be my saint Hands cage my throat can you feel my energy I'm slinking down a path of desperation that's been mapped for me The devil works hard but the bastard works harder Keep your eyes low when you think they start to water Fucker, repent Dig out of the deep end Dirty up your claws Bloody maws on gold crosses Point a hand in dying praise Leave a message in the dirt The clock continues ticking but you've tried for what it's worth Yet you've tried for what it's