Bad Tattoo

My body's not mine when I'm with you Your hands stay on my skin, a pristine tattoo You stake your claim over me 'Cause you know I won't leave And I'm sure you want me The dreaded finger of fate set its sights on me To be the winner of some unlucky lottery Total secrecy is your only rule It's an amateur task: making me your fool My bones still feel you, even though you're gone Poor emotional me, I don't know how to go on So I'll just sit here with my barely unbroken heart And try not to remember what it felt like at the start Everything's wrong when I'm with you You're never satisfied, no matter what I do I'm only 16, I don't know what you mean When you say you want me 'Cause I don't think you want me like that My bones still feel you, even though you're gone All the damage you've dealt me, I don't know how to go on So I'll just sit here with my barely unbroken heart And try not to remember what it felt like at the start Teeth grind, hands shake Your game, my mistake I fall into what I know I should run from but I don't want to go Teeth grind, hands shake Your game, my mistake I fall into what I know I should run from but I don't want to go I don't want to go