As It Happens

As it happens Today was hard I didn't like me and I Didn't like the cards I held in my hands Or I'd already played I didn't like the odds I didn't like the game As it happens I felt like a wreck Like who would want to be A part of this mess Like I could understand If everyone left But I don't talk like this I don't talk like this I'm scared That's all I seem to be now Just scared And I can't see a way out I'm scared Like it's all I'll ever know How to do So could you See me through Like I'm just made up of fears I'm scared to find  Out that I'm still here Like I'm just made up of years Of hiding out Of being insincere  As it happens Today was hard I didn't like me and I Didn't like the cards I held in my hands Or I'd already played I didn't like the odds I didn't like the game But I don't talk like this I don't talk like this I don't talk like this No, I don't talk like this I'm scared That's all I seem to be now Just scared And I can't see a way out I'm scared Like it's all I'll ever know How to do So could you See me through I'm scared That's all I seem to be now Just scared And I can't see a way out I'm scared Like it's all I'll ever know How to do So could you See me through Cause I don't talk like this I don't talk like this I don't talk like this I don't talk like this