Damned

I tried to make it obvious I don't want to be here She's talking about herself Eyes light up when he comes near Maybe I would've known If I'd been strong enough to say more Struggling with jealousy, fantasy Why didn't I realised this before? Nothing I can do I try to stop myself from falling Damned if I tell you And damned if I don't so I'll keep trying Forced to tell a lie Keep a straight face don't let them see inside No one knows what you are Every day you tell yourself Don't say it, keep the secret So that they won't kick you out again And you can stay locked away Nothing I can do I try to stop myself from falling Damned if I tell you And damned if I don't so I'll keep trying