Not Sober

My ceiling is spinning with the colors tonight Counting by the minutes till the fading light Black and velvet and I'm drifting away Maybe somewhere it's past 5 pm Numbing the pain drowning away I'm going insane No I'm not sober but I say I'm fine See I'm not sober I just need some time Erase the memories haunting my dreams I'm fine I'm fine please don't mind my screams No I'm not sober but I say I'm fine See I'm not sober I just need some time Erase the memories haunting my dreams I'm fine I'm fine please don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Sleepwalking on my way to you I'm lost without you don't know what to do Slowly fading into a dream It's the only way to black out my screen Numbing the pain drowning away I'm going insane No I'm not sober but I say I'm fine See I'm not sober I just need some time Erase the memories haunting my dreams I'm fine I'm fine please don't mind my screams No I'm not sober but I say I'm fine See I'm not sober I just need some time Erase the memories haunting my dreams I'm fine I'm fine please don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Don't mind my screams Bottles are empty I'm on the floor Lungs filled with ash burned to the core And I can't breathe Why does everyone leave? Why does everyone leave?