only sleeping

I should've known that it would go this way yeah Drinks in the past problems here to stay, I Try to relax, i'ts on my mind all day On the verge of relapse to make it go away And when I say I've been drifting Left right and center I've been out of my depth the way i'm drowning in this liquor I just keep digging my grave All I do is regret what I did yesterday Problems I know that the time won't solve Pain Tylenol can't resolve Mood swings so bad I cant concentrate And its taken it's toll on my mental state Coming to terms with the me I hate People who knew me said he should stay They should know he's gone away for good Not gotta wear no mask it's just us Me and you Chilling in my bedroom Don't wanna go out its stressful Getting judged like they arresting you Giving people ten percent, give the rest to you But I'm still confused why I feel more distant every day that goes by Knot in my stomach really hope it unwinds That's the anxiety that keeps me inside That's the anxiety that put a whole in my life I wonder why the f*ck they all critics now Yeah i fear they're only here to come and catch me out Wouldn't say I'm paranoid but I don't trust in public There's already too many people I'm completely done with I wonder why the f*ck they all critics now Yeah i fear they're only here to come and catch me out Wouldn't say I'm paranoid but I just keep digging my grave All I do is regret what I did yesterday I should've known that it would go this way yeah Drinks in the past problems here to stay, I Try to relax, i'ts on my mind all day On the verge of relapse to make it go away And when I say I've been drifting Left right and center I've been out of my depth the way i'm drowning in this liquor I just keep digging my grave All I do is regret what I did yesterday I should've known that it would go this way yeah Drinks in the past problems here to stay, I Try to relax, i'ts on my mind all day On the verge of relapse to make it go away And when I say I've been drifting Left right and center I've been out of my depth the way i'm drowning in this liquor I just keep digging my grave All I do is regret what I did yesterday