Parking-Lot Baby

It’s been a cold world too often Putting myself in the crosshair for it I wear my heart on my conscience in the process, getting rid of my toxic traits Still I walk in place No progress, always out of pocket faced with monsters and skeletons In my closet Self sabotage my space Deny my pain I am running out of space to keep’em So I lock myself in my room for days maybe then I’ll have what it takes to defeat my inner demons Then in time I will find my way Recognize my pain When I smile you can probably see them Used to get high just to get by Yeah by the way - I been sober 4 years strong now I call my mama Tell her your boy’s okay Since 4 years old, grown to connect dots Take a drug to act normal again It took a Ritalin binge, to convince That pent up aggression in me to reside Grew up ‘round similar kids who got rid of the pills then Gettin into the pills to pay bills Then we buy more of that paraphernalia And then we end up in jail and/or better yet dead Started Started - thinking - bout my life - I love it I laugh, I love, I lose I win, its something Now that you bring it up, bring it up Something special bout me Parking Lot Babyy Saturdays Saturdays 21 working double shift you don’t know you fucking with Bitch Not a day not a day Goes by without another bag thunk about Working for not wishing for a 100 bands Never dance nor put the cash in anybody hands But the PLG fam I live on hell on earth today I pray my past don’t come for me I ain't gone trip I got it babe Still got my homies out there in the DMV repping PLG Homie all the way in London Town They get down with us and they proud of us in Cairo city And its always love round KSA, but I can’t get paid when I land in it So I take plane ride bound to SA, then I know banks finna take care of it And apparently I got family out in Sudan, Nubian kings I share heritage withand that’s standard Everyone fam, where I am from the rich and the broke park at the same local dukkan Where I am from I am the man yeah where I am from's from the sand Where I am from look around yeah Where I am from, homie where I am from STARTED Started - thinking - bout my life - I love it I laugh, I love, I lose I win, its something Now that you bring it up, bring it up Something special bout me Parking Lot Baby