Yesterday's Angst

Shied away for all these years inside my head amongst my angst and fears Running recluse trying to find that place where someone can hear me Vein flowing fast with your poison still though it was years before then I remember every scream escaped but still there's no-one that hears me You pushed you pulled you always brought out the worst You best plead the fifth but sure as hell plead the first Sweetheart I won't, won't take your shit anymore Darling the worlds moved on, but you're always wanting more Slowly finding myself shutting down but soon enough you'll lose your crown But in failing this just need to find that place where someone can hear me Ear still ringing from your malice don't you know we're mad here Alice Don't you lose your head I've finally found that place where someone can hear me You pushed you pulled you always brought out the worst You best plead the fifth but sure as hell plead the first Sweetheart I won't, won't take your shit anymore Darling the worlds moved on but you're always wanting more I pulled I pushed managed to drag out the best Always felt the need to get this off my chest Sweetheart sick of you so shut your mouth if you please I'd rather die on my feet than I would live on my knees There's not a pill that can cure your affliction But that begs the question how can you still walk with conviction May day may day as you're crashing down to earth How can you let someone else's pain dictate to you your self worth You used to scream fear me now all you cry is won't you all hear me You pushed you pulled you always brought out the worst You best plead the fifth but sure as hell plead the first Sweetheart I won't, won't take your shit anymore Darling the worlds moved on but you're always wanting more I pulled I pushed managed to drag out the best Always felt the need to get this off my chest Sweetheart sick of you so shut your mouth if you please I'd rather die on my feet than I would live on my knees