Miracle

I've been searching for a long time through light and through darkness butI still don't know I've been waiting for tomorrow yesterday's gone but itstill the sameI see the trees I feel the clouds in the sky I feel the wind I feel theheat of depression That's why I need it so badAll I need is a miracleSo many times I've been asking myself I never felt like this before I can'tgo on lining in this desperation yesterday's gone but it still the sameWhat does it takes of a man to put his life back in order I lay me down Isee no way out yesterday's gone but it still the sameAll that I'm searching for is a miracleVoices are Calling Say can you hear me can you see me I'm all alone withno place to go I've got no answers to all my questions It's all the samethey fill my head with lies ...I've got no feelings I can't go on living onthe edge Got no reason to stay alive when all they say is pull the triggerLife's got no meaning it's all over now It's time to go and leave the pastbehind ...I can't control it My soul is lost my heart can't take no more Ifeel the fire that burns so deep inside No one can save me ...lost foreverThere'll come a time when I'm forgiven It's all over now but I'll always bewith youCan you hear the voices calling They surround you like stars in heavenAin't no lie that can't be spoken Can't believe but I can't deny it I'vegot no feelings left to hideIt's not so easy to make this hard decision I've tried so hard to wash mythoughts away but all they say is pull the trigger