Regret This

Tryna keep it ideal But my panic is real So I'm pushing it down Just to see how it feels Could show up in a year And it's worse than before But I'll leave it for now And stop making it real Im short of breath And I'm thinking that for my health Distract myself with vacation Change of scenery makes me less Scared of thinking too much About everything that's in my head Like how you're waiting at this bend For eternity more or less (More or less) And if I think about it I'm depressed So It makes me think if it's worth The time and the effort For now I'll just try forget And put your trust in someone else I'll tell the secrets that I've kept So when I die there's nothing left It's too bad, I won't forget this I don't forget shit I tell myself it's only stress And that I won't regret this Leave this and keep out All my unanswered questions I only scare myself with thoughts So I don't think about shit But my panic is real So I'm pushing it down Just to see how it feels Could show up in a year And it's worse than before But I'll leave it for now And stop making it real Tryna keep it ideal I'm falling down I've been slipping through Your fingers since you first found out You know I'm not too proud I left a message on your phone Saying don't help now It's too bad, I won't forget this I don't forget shit I tell myself it's only stress And that I won't regret this Leave this and keep out All my unanswered questions I only scare myself with thoughts So I don't think about shit Im short of breath And I'm thinking that for my health Distract myself with vacation Change of scenery makes me less Scared of thinking too much About everything that's in my head Like how you're waiting at this bend For eternity more or less (More or less) And if I think about it I'm depressed So It makes me think if it's worth The time and the effort For now I'll just try forget And put your trust in someone else I'll tell the secrets that I've kept So when I die there's nothing left So high, yeah, yeah, yeah So high, yeah, yeah, yeah Tryna keep it ideal But my panic is real So I'm pushing it down Just to see how it feels Could show up in a year And it's worse than before But I'll leave it for now And stop making it real Tryna keep it ideal But my panic is real So I'm pushing it down Just to see how it feels Could show up in a year And it's worse than before But I'll leave it for now And stop making it real Tryna keep it ideal