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I started panicking This shouldn't be happening What is attacking me? I start to freeze like a mannequin Feeling so unless but they are not damaging me Is it just me or am I imagining things? Couldn't even think straight, overthinking Another episode when I'm sinking deep Tried to cool down, but I barely even sleep God let me breathe, I'm overheat Feel my heartbeat, Under my sleeve Why can't it leave? I'm feeling weak Heart rate increased but I'm not a machine Unforeseen I didn't got help at the age fifteen F*ck 2017 through 2019 Suicide life is the best routine If you know what I mean I'm losing my limit Abusing the spirit Refusing my critics Without any minute Diffusing my timid But don't be a cynic I'm bruising my image When I twist my lyrics I'm going in panic mode I'm stuck in my mental zone It's hard to spend time in my room alone It's hard to speak up when my mind start to overflow I'm going in panic mode I'm stuck in my mental zone It's hard to spend time in my room alone It's hard to speak up when my mind start to overflow Scared of losing touch Is it too much Life is but a crutch Fear has got me in his clutch Man I tried to double down On the things that make me drown But it all comes back around Got me feeling like the clown Everything, for anything take back the crown bitch I'm not a king Feel the mood swing, burning my wing don't beat me down, I'm not a plaything