LOWLIFE (feat. Astildi)

I'm feeling the energy I'm killing my enemy Hope everybody remembers me Stirring my memory Life is a jeopardy Living off home that I'll never be in Getting pushed by the pin Starting from the end to begin Sink in the ocean within It's how to get under my skin Buried myself in the grave Nothing to crave Facing death is clinically brave I was never born to pray Triple six is what I always portray I'm begging for freedom It's all that I needed I have a deep reason from what I believe in Gloomy of Eden, I'm always defeated From all of my demons and all of y heathens How come my light don't see jesus? Broken bond as a beacon My life is already completed From the way I'm mistreated People nowadays are cynical Insecure individual Our poem is a mythical Robbing souls like a criminal Running away but I am so afraid Who would be following under my shades? Suicide lurking within my dismay There is no exit I couldn't escape I will never rise above Fading ashes till I'm gone Honestly who gives a f*ck? None of them don't show love Nobody's me, I am not you Let's all agree from facing the truth Our youth is apart, rebirth is an option to restart This is what I avenged, my psyche has been off the edge We don't have three lives, I am the definition of Lowlife Falling down under the sky Within tragic demise Now I feel dead inside Nowhere to hide It felt satisfied Suicide is fun If I wasn't crying inside my mind I am screaming out for help I need to fix my health I'm getting away I don't know how but I'm leaving today Hurting my brain I don't know why but there's nothing to gain here Don't wanna talk until next year, I gotta escape Watch the event as it's taking its shape I gotta get up but I'm feeling so low (life) I gotta get out but I can't aim to throw the knife I'm going away Slowly but surely I'll come out to play Maybe in time I will come back outside When I'm scared of the dark just like Riptide, I'll stay inside Out, I black out Gave too much to act out This life is mine and collectively, I'm too clinical But through my soul I still let it Shine Though we divide Take out the beef and get thrown to the side Swallow my pride Jumping the obstacle without a guide When worlds collide Jump to the beat, expressing deceit Go to your head when your faced with defeat Go to the dark when you can not compete Getting away from the heat Tell me Do you live inside your head with an ideal paradise Would you rather stay out here Chained to the device Can we not play pretend Give us the sound that we blend We don't have three lives I'm the definition of a Lowlife