Remember to Cry

Yeah It's been long time since I been inspired by desires But my wheels keep on moving don't matter if I get tired I'm a hot wire When I see red I spark fire The car is a dark shire The passenger I admire It's power in all these words I stay away from people that talk to me all absurd Or make my time feel deferred F*ck what you heard Brisko ten toes on the curb This lonely road was looking blurred It's probably cause I'm driving slurred How can I focus on you, when I got plans to reach Why would I stop being me, when I got fans to reach My son gone look up to me, I got a man to teach And I still battle with trauma only a man could weep Yeah look I ain't losing my mind It's still fuel in my drive It's still pain in my eyes Can't remember to cry But remember them lies And remember them times Yeah I remember everything That made the man I am today and it still hurt me It still hurt me And I pray that things will change That world don't even feel the same It don't deserve me It don't deserve me That's why I go hard Until my soul go with the stars We gotta make it far And show the world that it is really ours, ours Yeah Facing eviction while fighting addictions Hoping reality fiction Cause I can't face the truth of all my contractions Thought I was stronger than any prescription Sometimes I'm thinking about a different route That's probably ending in conviction We got a chance to conquer life and that's by any means Who knew that boy from the ville was gone fulfill his dreams No letting up don't let nobody kill your self esteem Just remember to cry, when life ain't what it seems