I AM NOT HIM

I've been thinking something and been excited over you I post my guys and thought of myself in three different ways I've been thinking something and been excited over you This what type of time I'm on, nigga Where the people at that's actually trying to grow I get one wiff of your bad energy It's time to go Still ain't really sure about who I'm taking When it's time to blow I love hard, but I feel like loving me impossible Build my walls cause I feel your love for me is optional I'm a thug, so it's hard to admit that you hurt me I had put em down, but I just relapsed on them perkys I'm just trying to protect my heart when I tell you that it's f*ck you I left physically, but loyalty still here cause I love you In that one bag, the one that never thinks about the history we once had Ain't no treating me like option B and trynna come back Passed a couple niggas, never double back, just run laps Doubled up on more than one stash Nigga, f*ck with me Throw me in the trenches, broke as f*ck, I'm still gone touch 50 Came out with a simple ass fit, look like I jumped Crispy Brody laid his life down for the gang, you know he stuck with me Niggas can't get through to my call log , Can't get in touch with me My hustle hand strong, never needed handouts Every time I left home, brought a lot of grams out Family never understood, but they understand now Niggas didn't think I could, but they know I can now Focused off the drugs, tripping off the street medication Don't think giving up, all a nigga need is dedication You won't finer thangs, that shit gon' require elevation You want diamond rings, show me that you loyal while you waiting Too much pressure around me, I ain't never worried about a thing A lot of steppers around me, never hiding How you looking for me, but you never found me Nigga, I'm forever riding I work hard for this, I'll kill you niggas if you jeopardize it Choppers at the crib, kill you niggas if you step inside it renovation If you push my button, I'ma blow like a detonation You ain't loyal, I'll cut off your water and your ventilation Get me in that room and I'll go silent, you won't get a statement Bro been gone for four summers, feel like he did eight bids Told Cudi to slow down, cause he willing to take his You ain't got no big homie, you should play this Cuz All I got to say is, last summer Y'all said yaw was never goin broke, it was the last summer Niggas thought that they was really eating like the last supper Y'all ain't even stack from it Took all of them trips and left your kids like a bad mother Wish heaven had a phone so I can call my dogs I wish there was a way to get back all that I lost I can't take back all the shit we did, but it's fucking up my mind Thinking back to all the shit that I saw Every time you look into my eyes, you can tell that I've been lying Might be smiling, but that's not how I feel I love you cause you read between the lines You can see through my disguise, I've been hiding all the pain that I build And I won't let no nigga snake me You get taxed when you buyin heavy if you ain't me Ridin wit the heater like the car got no AC They come back, every time they see they can't replace me Dont give a f*ck about no top ten Ask them niggas you call big, homie bet we locked in