PERCOCET POTION

I ain't have nothing, I had to take something Broke and frustrated, I had to break something I was down bad, ain't nobody say nothin I never was trippin', my blessings they comin Life that I'm livin' ain't built for the weak Stay on the grass, you ain't built for the street Stay on your ass, cause I love you to death My heart heavy as f*ck, we lost Naya this week Pain that I'm feelin' could burn down a bridge Back door, a bitch nigga right at his crib Watch what you say when you speak On the gang, I've been playin' it cool Boy, I know where you live Drugs that I'm takin' ain't good for my body Hate that I'm feelin', ain't good for my heart I wanna be there, even know that you got it Got shooters on standby, just playin' my part This shit been hard for me I've been goin' through hell, takin' L after L I know you can tell by the scars on me Praying my daughters will never depart From me Pray for you safety whenever you part from me Seen both of you born, you committed larceny both of you stolen my heart from me Told you I love you a meant it Pray that you never forget it Sit there and lay for a minute Been in a daze for minutes Can't think of no one alive I can trust with my thoughts Still ain't been to Brody Grave So I'ma just pay him a visit You won't go anywhere else and find this shit cheaper You might as well pay the ticket Gotta be mad at myself for lettin' them snake me Can't even blame them niggas Way too involved with my feelings Take everything to the heart, but I wish that I didn't I couldn't do you that bogus But it seem like niggas around me be ready and willing You try to hurt me with words But I already been hurt, so I can't even feel it I need some help with the pain It's crazy you caused it, but you still wanna heal it My heart is burnin', I can't even focus No, no, no I been drownin' in pain, and you don't even notice Yeah, yeah Got nobody to talk to, that's why I wrote this Yeah, yeah Lately, I been feelin' hopeless Numbin' the pain with Percocet potions I'll be the first to admit it I blame the city I live in My heart is hurtin' for niggas that still in the system Tired of all of the killings Call me if you ever need me, here go the digits Memory be way too vivid I been too easily triggered, that's why I been trippin I know you said what you said Cause everything them niggas told me was too specific My mind is movin' a million miles an hour Tears, I can't even hold em Thinkin' bout bro and his kids Both of your daughters and son, you can't even hold em I grab kids my kids a lil tighter, I'll never take you for granted Just come a lil closer Kiss you both right on your head Tell you I got you whenever, until I roll over I got you forever, whenever, wherever you want it Just ask for whatever you need And you know that I'm on it I want your mama forever She know that I need her Our hearts sing the same tune whenever they beatin For them, I quit being a demon But I get back on that shit, just give me a reason You tried to hurt me last season But just because I been chillin Don't think that we even I don't know how I been breathin Feel like every other month A nigga been grievin I'm the one you should believe in But if you pickin' a side That ain't mine, then I'm leavin I always kept it a buck Kept it a G So nigga just get in the truck If niggas is ridin with me I'm feedin' the gang You know that I'm gettin' a cut I keep a couple of things They stay out of sight But you know that I'm keepin' them tucked My heart is burnin I can't even focus I been drownin' in pain And you don't even notice Got nobody to talk to That's why I wrote this Lately I been feelin' hopeless Numbin' the pain With percocet potions