Closure

Sum it up, say it Real shit only I ain't going down I ain't going down, the only way is up Tired of the bullshit, I done had enough What am I to do, what am I to do Hoping I can live long and keep going through I ain't going down, the only way is up Tired of the bullshit, I done had enough What am I to do, what am I to do Hoping I can live long and keep going through Sitting here, I've been contemplating They see you take the shot, but don't want you to make it Ever since my cousin left, the family been devastated The devil round, I turn to God to point me to where the way is I hate when niggas talk behind my face, I'm just saying When I'm in they face, they words get flush and they don't say shit I've been going through hell for a minute, I stay patient Weed like my lyrics and the mind it elevate ya Elevated by my thoughts, got me here to force Real flavor to your ears, see it dripping so much sauce I found out the biggest boss sometimes had take a loss Spiritual world deep, get send to Jesus if you cross The devil's better stand down, I'm going to the top Do this for the family, love you, promise I won't stop Been seeing pain for years, and hard times, I seen them clear Just tryna reach heaven on earth cause the end is near I ain't going down, the only way is up Tired of the bullshit, I done had enough What am I to do, what am I to do Hoping I can live long and keep going through I ain't going down, the only way is up Tired of the bullshit, I done had enough What am I to do, what am I to do Hoping I can live long and keep going through I've been down so long, the only way is go up And I felt so alone, that's why I'm always solo My cousin say I'm gon' blow, but that's before he passed on He went to the light, I got the picture like the flash on Celebrate his life and I don't do it using sad songs Lucci in my ears, staying patient is the key Young fly niggas to the day I D.I.E Traumatizing pictures of the memories I seen And if dont add up to going up, it's subtracted from me Blasphemy , come from haters that wanna blast on me Devil stop it, imaginary fly, fables they magic carpets I'm tryna reach and see over the mountain top where god is MC that looking for closure, think I found it MC that's looking for closure, I think I found it Real shit only