Alot Of Times

Now It was a lot of times when I ain't have nun mane It was a lot of time when I was down but I always kept my head up I always kept going Let's go It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust Veri keep your head up it's only us If it's not about money then you need to hush I ain't gone lie this shit f*ck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss Time after time I be going through lot Can't ask for help they just gone sit and let you rot But soon as you up they got they hand in the pot Spending this with the fam we worked hard for this knot A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from flashing A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from crashing So much self love that's why I drip in fashion Talk so much to a phone but not about that action Not gone lie that family word don't mean shit They just laugh in face but behind be talking shit I always thought family mean more than shit Had to realize they not real they gone switch They switch like the weather Had peep shit and think more clever Eyes full of zaza im smoking that pressure A lot on my back but I make it light like a feather My dumbass shouldn't never broke bread Can't blaming niggas most of em misled They wanna see you on your deathbed My intentions was always just to get bread This summer I'm coming out drip like some water Reason I go hard to put a smile on my daughters If it ain't about cheese then don't even bother I be damn I wife something who got a whole roster But it's all cool been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust Veri keep your head up it's only us If it's not about money then you need to hush I ain't gone lie this shit f*ck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss Sorry I been in my bag been gone to long but I'm gone spend the time that we lost What you know about them late night talks to yourself on how to become a boss It's crazy how you only learn what you was taught This life a gamble no matter cost I been to myself I need some time off I'm only 21 just been in my thoughts It's a lot going through my head & it's a lot going through my mind Is you gone help me count this bread or you gone help me waste my time Let me know know so I can leave you behind Not a lot of people ask me if I'm fine Not a lot of people ask me if I'm straight and not a lot of people want to see me shine I'm gone make it regardless I'm ready for whatever I don't care how long it takes It's okay to mess up in order to get where you going you got to make some mistakes Every day some new can't even catch a break Talk behind your back but they smile in your face It is what it is y'all can just keep talking at the end of the day I'm still gone get paid It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust Veri keep your head up it's only us If it's not about money then you need to hush I ain't gone lie this shit f*ck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss