BASTARD

Which mothafucka stole my flow Eenie, meeny, miny, mo Throw them type of niggas right out my window Chill, chill, chill, hold up Throw them type of niggas right out my window Blast yo' ass, hit you with a direct blow Uh, I'm done being modest Drop these jewels and you pawn ‘em Melanin rich, oh my god! If you want it, I got it Seem like the whole world got me fucked up Whole world got me fucked up If I'm honest Still ain't found my balance cll I wanted was some guidance I can't be mad at certain people who have walked away from me Or question why so often we don't speak When I'm the same person seeing imposters cnd I drop to take a knee cnd ask to take ‘em all away from me I'm often misconceived I look into my nephews eyes I see apart of me I promise not to leave Cause when I was his age I wish I had somebody I believed But I was screaming “all I got is me” I bartered a degree for something real Something I can feel But the benefit is past due I'm from a generation where the grading system needed curves cnd the teachers kick you out the classroom Yeah cash rules Everything around me is blurred Everything around me unlearned I need to stop praying when something's wrong Or only when I want something Can't believe I found these words Hold up Uh, I'm done being modest Drop these jewels and you pawn ‘em Melanin rich, oh my god! If you want it, I got it Seem like the whole world got me fucked up Whole world got me fucked up If I'm honest Still ain't found my balance cll I wanted was some guidance cll I wanted was a goddess Fat booty with a conscience cttitude, but she gorgeous She leave me, I get nauseous I get weary of the vultures Never scary, I'm just cautious Nowadays the colors are brighter The women are prettier From Burbank to Whittier Found the fountain of youth, turn the Henny up For us bias, I'm inconsiderate Little to y'all knowledge, we spend the same dollar Wake up everyday with the same problems The pressure's emphatic The stress is post traumatic How we change your world, but never changed ours? Taking legacy, putting it under one name You know we all gon' be brown one day Runnin' one race, one way Go outside tryin' not to run in place Uh, I'm done being modest Drop black jewels and you pawn ‘em Melanin rich, oh my god! If you want it, I got it Seem like the whole world got me fucked up Whole world got me fucked up If I'm honest Still ain't found my balance cll I wanted was some guidance (So what is a halo?) You don't know, you don't know? You don't know? It's the spirit of God See, the spirit of God is omnipotent cnd it works on... It'll work on yo' ass and I can be far far away (Halo)