Whatever Happens Next

Been dead inside since da womb but my momma still birth me They say life is priceless I hope losing yours is worth it Make a play then I peel out but I ain't sell no perkies Lord wash the blood off my hands cuz detergent just ain't workin Ain never been I trap star but I still offer service Call my notes the Bible cuz it got the realest verses My niggas slide in the Altima we follow in the hearses Seen niggas drown in this game but I just touched the surface No ion need no navigation To know it's my turn My mind be in too many places Ease it when the gas burn I earn my stripes just like a ref Had to put some shit to rest Just know I'm ready for it all For what ever happens next We chose to work da field but dis ain't da shit you farm on Moon rocks got me stepping different but it made me Armstrong Opened up pandora box it's safe to say my charm gone Soul searching like I'm soul surfing home invasion now da arms gone Seem like nobody round still so I move like a loner Yea my nigga never smoked but now he resting as a stoner Went from using backpacks to this weight on my shoulder F*ck the comments on my IG what they gon' say when dis all over Be careful listening to lies that's what Dey use to lead you Niggas be deceitful and evil cuz they wanna be you Swear they want they best for you but they jus tryna beat you That's when you get distant where no one can reach you Cuz they don't feel the struggle and the pain Everybody gotta story but the pain just ain't da same Member times I wanna end it all and put it in my brain Demon yelling everywhere and they only say my name Bet I can't let 'em win Death steady knocking on my door but I can't let 'em in Ain been to church ina minute but I'm still heaven sent Maybe if the world can hear my pain den I'll feel better den Niggas lie and tell so I call em' niggas rug rats I gave my heart away too many times I want my love back I hope dis help me out I hope this beneficial I can't lie nigga I miss you But they won't me to forget you Ohh Loooorrrrrdddd Kill a nigga If he diss you Now I can't speak about my issues No tears left don't need no tissues Me myself and this mic cuz nobody left to vent to So can you help me out Became a prisoner to my pain somebody bail me out What Can they tell me now I done been crossed so many times don't gaf if niggas fail me now I done been crossed by bitches thought woulda held me down And I don't wanna hurt nomo Too many scars on my soul Took my belief out of people and put it in dis pole Swear they don't understand cuz it's some stories untold Yea I'm in my feelings so I'm back in my notes again Niggas steady testing gangsta so I tell em come ho me den Member times free-styling had talent just ain't know it den Opened up to the wrong people that's a side I Kant show again Now I'm back on traxk. Back on that action Child of god but fuxk the preachers Kuz Ik they be kappin Say they hear it in my songs this ain't pain but it's passion I Kant trust no one it's yo fault yo the reason this happened Yeaaaa Pain runnin' through my veins so I think I need surgery That the pills make it better but it just keep hurtin' me My nigga died he close wit god I hope he put in a word fa me Cuz y'all done seen the worst of me (Now I'm back on traackk and I'm back on that action) (I can't trust no one it's your fault you the reason this happened)