Jamil (feat. RavenShiann)

My tears drop cold i'm wondering why I Get out of bed at all Hearing voices through my window But I can't hear them all Even if I could It would all be bad Carving crosses in my wall They remind me That I once was mad I once was sad Dear Tae I called but I got no answer I'm in the hospital again Sitting waiting to get transferred To a new facility Family couldn't get through to me I mean i'm feeling a little lost But that ain't nothing new to me Heard you had your troubles to Where did they take you again? Last place that I was at I made a couple of friends But I couldn't taste the air Didn't even know the weather Rooming with Elmer Fudd They putting looney tunes together Strapped down when I first entered Telling me i'm voluntary Calls every hour Yeah i'm knowing that my momma worried Mind up in the grave Trynna find out where my karma buried But I ont believe in that Tell me why they grieving When i'm still alive Let me know that you receiving All these calls that I dial Why I say i'm Gods child But still deceive and lie Cause I don't know Who i'm perceiving when I close my eyes My tears drop cold i'm wondering why I Get out of bed at all Hearing voices through my window But I can't hear them all Even if I could It would all be bad Carving crosses in my wall They remind me That I once was mad I once was sad