In a Heartbeat

I thought I didn't want to be writing more love songs Ever since you said you would rather just move on And I had nothing left to feel That I had healed But the scabs, continue to peel I kept my feelings buried I deny to think back on our memories I had others and even myself deeply deceived But if you ask, I'd turn back in just a heartbeat Like wind and sand for history, I'd choose to pretend To lessen your burden, would that help if we meet again? That I have learned to love myself And live life well As for scars, I can't ever tell I kept my feelings buried I deny to think back on our memories I had others and even myself deeply deceived But if you ask, I'd turn back in just a heartbeat I kept my feelings buried I deny to think back on our memories I had others and even myself deeply deceived But if you ask, I'd turn back in just a heartbeat With you I had no shame I've cried, and yelled, and begged, and called you names I've lost my temper, I admit, countless times Took you for granted but trying to find A reason, for you to say You're proud of me if you saw me again today