In This Big-Ass House

In this big-ass house Music and the bass so loud Everything you want I've got A lot In this big-ass house Feel so small in my king sized bed Talk to myself inside my head It spreads Because, all they gave me doesn't mean I'm ungrateful Because, neighbors are chatting away few miles next door Because, I'm staring into the woods on the third floor Because, I'm lonely in this big world In this big-ass house I'm released and I am free Years, I thought, that had trapped me Naive In this big-ass house Magic carpet through high and low Rode to the end all on my own Alone Because, all they gave me doesn't mean I'm ungrateful Because, neighbors are chatting away few miles next door Because, I'm staring into the woods on the third floor Because, I'm lonely in this big world Once I thought I was independent Longing to mark my achievements Leaving family and my nation Fulfill all imagination But time and time away has showed me Family, all I miss when I bleed Moments like these I grieve Though learning to love others plenty Deep down know who you truly need 'Cause who'd have thought true independence Meant trusting those significant Or it feels like... forsaken