How You Like Me Now?

This time you typed you need to find yourself and hit send I paused my show when I got the text 'cause I knew what it meant Can't pretend I feel the same, not the same as I did That was your next message, it's fucked up that I get it You said it breaks your heart to break my heart 'cause I broke your heart I let my demons get at both of us like double parking Trust now I know, even in darkness, the devil's watching I don't know why it got this far I had so many options I'm in here simpin', reading texts It's really simple, I'm a mess And I can only blame myself, I'm in debt, she said She said I'ma pay the price Shouldn't have been surprised Everything dies, f*ck it I tried But we should've had life, I got nothing to write about Nothing excites me now Stuck in a cycle Trying to fight my way out How you like me now? How you like me now? Novice to love Not that I'm not into love Honest, a lot of what I was looking for Found it in you, grounded in truth Thought it'd be but fell in a loop Never meant to take it fast or far Fell into you, into you Into you, all into you The first time I cheated, you really should've left then Cause I ain't learn my lesson Even when I wanted to And only every time you left did I realize my love for you And that I don't want nothing but you and still would get a substitute Gotta wear that shit all on my sleeve the shit ain't nothing new It's generational Look at my father 'fo you get confused Shit, aye look at your father and you'll get the truth F*ck, this excuse? I ain't mean it I'm just missing you I grew up way too fast baby it's difficult When I try to live my past all in my present too But you know this shit won't last and I ain't mad at you You knew the shit wouldn't last so I ain't mad at you We should've had life, I got nothing to write about Nothing excites me now Stuck in a cycle, trying to fight my way out How you like me now? She don't like me now She don't like me now Took you for granted, not like I planned it nah I was a fucking child Went through a lot, but no excuses I let you down I let you down, how you like me now? Novice to love Not that I'm not into love Honest, a lot of what I was looking for Found it in you, grounded in truth Thought it'd be but fell in a loop Never meant to take it fast or far Fell into you, into you Into you, all into you I thought I'd never have to make this song, naw But then you went and wrote the words for me 'Cause you're the best and the worst for me I swear cupid put a curse on me She ran in here and took everything, burglary Can't act like this a first for me She don't like me now, can't act like, act like Like it's just another verse for me