Pulse

Heart racing Palpitating I'm awake but I can't recognize my own voice Skin boiling Hands shaking My pulse is rising And I'm losing my fucking mind I thought I could find a way to move on What is life if you don't know who you are? I have gained my strength Without my mind I'm worthless and weak Help me see What I'm to be What Im to see I feel I'm lifeless inside Where life once was I'm stagnant and cold I am alone Kill me Kill me Over and over Crush my skull I'll think no longer Where's my mind? Help me see What I'm to be What Im to see My pulse is rising again I'm losing my mind again I want to be dead again Again?