Surprise

Yeah Wish it would stop But f*ck all that wishing I'm stopping the lies The ones that I sell to myself Fake friends I watch as they dropping like flies Niggas who said they would ride Look at the circle It keep on shrinking in size Don't know what was up with my eyes I guess I'm looking at you And I'm seeing the highs I guess I'm looking at you And I'm thinking Ooh, true — this is my guy You tried to play me like flute It was a fluke, dude I see the disguise I really thought you were real But on the real You were just real in my mind I see this shit all the time Really it's fine, at this point I don't get surprised At this point I kinda stay jaded Fully stay faded In my own zone I am content with myself On my own Happy with being alone You niggas move like machinery I am not happy With being with drones And ya'll hit me With the same shit I am not happy With being with clones Ignoring the feelings I had in my bones Telling me something Was actually wrong Guess it's a lesson Not to suppress it I should've known This shit wasn't for long Shit feeling different Now that we grown I would've moved different If I had known That niggas is two-faced Looking like Harvey (Uh) Swear the shit lame Way they play games I should rename them ATARI Used to be balling together No matter the weather Now you start to guard me I gotta plan for this I smoke on this purple Like I done killed Barney I use the cannabis To keep me away From the thoughts that's alarming Like will I trust again one thing is for sure I swear there will be no more rushing in No more jumping in This bro shit is sadistic I'm not into suffering I'm not even wondering I just Wish it would stop But f*ck all that wishing I'm stopping the lies The ones that I sell to myself Fake friends I watch as they dropping like flies Niggas who said they would ride Look at the circle It keep on shrinking in size Don't know what was up with my eyes I guess I'm looking at you And I'm seeing the highs I guess I'm looking at you And I'm thinking Ooh, true — this is my guy You tried to play me like flute It was a fluke, dude I see the disguise I really thought you were real But on the real You were just real in my mind I see this shit all the time Really it's fine, at this point I don't get surprised At this point, I don't get surprised At this point, I don't get At this point, I don't get surprised At this point, I don't get surprised