Tug of War

Devil in my ear I take my halo off Start a timer just to see Exactly how long I'm sinning for F*ck an L we winning more So I celebrate, roll it up then levitate Green on me like a sycamore And I don't like to fight So knife on me like I'm in a war Run up, that's ya life I ain't no killer, but I still ain't sure And she could take a hike When she miss me, she gon' be ignored It's way too many women And she wanna play this tug of war Life on the up Shit is just crazy because I done made it Back on to my feet and up outta the mud Yeah, I remember a time when I was resigned I thought it was what it was That there was no picking it up But baby — ooh how wrong I was It got lifted The expression, more concise More authentic The depression, something light I done lived it I done healed it But the pain never go away So I concealed it Hoping that'd kill it Devil in my ear I take my halo off Start a timer just to see Exactly how long I'm sinning for F*ck an L we winning more So I celebrate, roll it up then levitate Green on me like a sycamore And I don't like to fight So knife on me like I'm in a war Run up, that's ya life I ain't no killer, but I still ain't sure And she could take a hike When she miss me, she gon' be ignored It's way too many women And she wanna play this tug of war Too fast, too fast Was told to tippy toe-it But was moving like the flash The world just kept on going But my mind was in the past I was rolling with the punches 'Til I caught 'em, threw 'em back Had to say, f*ck this stress Everything is chaotic But I think I love the mess If I'm being honest I wouldn't have any less I done persevered — I passed every test Yeah the person here, really only wants the best Ain't no burdens here, I'm thankful to be blessed I was immersed in fear, purpose unclear Hurting and searching for cheer Now I am certain and clear And I know I'm near a version of me I revere I don't sip beer, but I take 4 grams to the face Please do not make a mistake Sometimes I simply get tired of physical space I went from minimal cake to looking at Franks Different numbers in the bank And this shit will only go up That is a must No matter what these niggas think Devil in my ear I take my halo off Start a timer just to see Exactly how long I'm sinning for F*ck an L we winning more So I celebrate, roll it up then levitate Green on me like a sycamore And I don't like to fight So knife on me like I'm in a war Run up, that's ya life I ain't no killer, but I still ain't sure And she could take a hike When she miss me, she gon' be ignored It's way too many women And she wanna play this tug of war