Scatterbrain

To know me is know my pain If you saw these things would you want me the same These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily My tempo slows as the seasons change Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily I don't know whether or not I actually like people I️ question things twice for confirmation Even my favorite color (I'm fucking with the burnt oranges and olives) I'm bad at responding Last year I bumped into love (Didn't fall) I'm also bad at keeping time (Wait, what were we talking about?) At times, I feel I've lost my mind (I'm lost) Digging up these old bones on mine (But still digging) I'm not fucking witcha so why the reminiscing (I don't know) I hoped that i‎t would change with time But with that I am only inclined to ignore more and more signs (Should I ignore it) Hey, hey, hey Threw a tray to a single vacay (Smoking dope with the boys) All my problems come in as bouquets (I put down them toys) Everyday I feel further away (I been fighting them wars, aye) If stress could get checks, I'd be paid (Oh lord) Racking up backpay for pain (I'm sore) They'd be calling me Billy for days To know me is know my pain If you saw these things would you want me the same These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily My tempo slows as the seasons change Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily Stress, stress, stress Always known that Walking like the Earth's flat with the nearest cliff in my path Rest, rest, rest Shit, I hardly get that Had to roll up a sack just to keep it all in tact The love, love, love I give Still not enough for myself Internally screaming help Mind imprisoned in a cell Sometimes I don't know how to feel (Someone call for a healing) I'm constantly spending pon a wheel yea, yea (I'm just spinning, I'm spinning, I'm spinning) To know me is know my pain If you saw these things would you want me the same These are constant wonders of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily My tempo slows as the seasons change Upbeat in the sun and sluggish in the rain These are constant feelings of a scatterbrain It's crosses me daily It's on my mind daily