Confessions of Jody

Ma I am a man f*ck you is talking about Don't you see these Lil me's walking round Don't you see the things Me and Pea toting round Iain scared of nothin My nigga I'm with whatever But really I'm just tryna make my life better Tired of Money walking round And we standing still being broke This life shit a comedy I'm not tryna be the joke Who the f*ck this big ass nigga walking in here he want sum smoke Last time you had a nigga like this My brother died behind You tryna repeat the cycle now? Is you tryna kick me out mama Is that what's on your mind Moving forward with these niggas You leavin' yo son behind You ain't never left the nest but now you telling me it's my time I- You must be joking Everything we didn't want to become we became it Lovers turned strangers How you tellin niggas my business all on these jail calls Prolly sending this nigga pictures and letters with all of ya perfume He prolly on the phone reassuring your worth too The shit got me sick to my stomach Barely 20 scared ima die before I have shìt accomplished And You stop taking ya pills but blame me for ya abortion How you older than me and I gotta do all the thinking and leading I'm not a man yet I mean I'm tryna be but you just wouldn't understand that I didn't have a plan yet Already added two stars to this planet And that shit with Peanut Know I ain't plan that I got no say so over my seeds after they planted I talked to P He said he pray don't become a killa And I was right there when he killed a nigga All behind my smoke How you think I feel How you think I find peace How you think I chill You keep talking bout I hit you Now I had to put a fuckin nigga in the dirt What's a life worth When we killed that nigga all I seen was me wearing the same shirt