Gold Star

I've been trying my whole life Nobody seems to care If I were dead or alive No matter what Everything falls flat Nobody seems to notice That I'm so close to giving up So where's my gold star? For being all I can be Doing all I can do Saying all my lungs let me Where's my gold star? I'll count my sleepless nights 'Cause it's hard to count your blessings When nothing feels fair or right I'm so burnt out From giving all I have And getting one ninth back I'm so fucking tired Of feeling like I'm doomed To always break down So where's my gold star? For being all I can be Doing all I can do Saying all my lungs let me Where's my gold star? I'll count my sleepless nights 'Cause it's hard to count your blessings When nothing feels fair or right Where's my damn star? Swear I've poured my heart out I guess it's not worth it So I'll just get out