LEARN TO LOSE

I was with my dad in a café When the thought of you crossed my mind First time I'd go to a party Everyone my age had gone by now I had wild expectations But you blew away each one I didn't think that I'd just break down In the middle of an arcade Touched my hand, and I freaked out But it's all good And in that moment I thought I had it figured out but it wasn't true A month later I cried a whole car ride back 'Cause I thought you liked me too It's fine, I'm fine I just need to learn how to lose I was alone in my bedroom floor When I thought "what if?" Then I took my chance A sleepless night and some wasted time 'Cause next morning you said "never mind" I had wild expectations But you fucked it up this time I didn't think it would be this bad In the middle of an arcade Touched my hand, and I freaked out But it's all good And in that moment I thought I had it figured out but it wasn't true A month later I cried a whole car ride back 'Cause I thought you liked me too It's fine, I'm fine I just need to learn how to lose Cut me off I'll learn the hard way I can't keep thinking 'bout you at 3 AM Cut me off Then at least I'll learn the hard way I've never been good at this game Middle of an arcade Touched my hand, and I freaked out But it's all good And in that moment I thought I had it figured out but it wasn't true A month later I cried a whole car ride back 'Cause I thought you liked me too It's fine, I'm fine I just need to learn how to lose