Telling Me

My best friend is the devil under my bed He's telling me that I should wake up dead Telling me that I ain't waking anymore Telling me I should fall to the floor He's telling me to reach for the pill and the bottle Cause I ain't gonna see the lights for tomorrow He's telling me I'm in pain for a reason He's telling me gonna kill the wishes I believe in This is my way of showing how I feel Laying on the floor blacked out from the pills Depression effects everyone differently Now I go home as a different me Smile on my face to make everyone relax They don't know the devils on my back Scratching away putting me in pain Now I'm laying on the floor with a dead fucking brain