Sanative

(Aye can you hand me those other papers over there real quick) I've gone through the motions, done all I can but It's hard to receive love from a man Somehow it's hard for me to believe That I could be loved, that I could be seen I want to see what you see in me I I want to believe in me, how you believe in me So used to running, don't know how to stay So used to getting in my own way It's hard to receive what I've never been shown It's hard to believe what I've never known I want to give it a try It's hard to love & I don't know why I guess I'm not done healing so leave me alone I'm not done healing leave me alone See it's gotten to the point when I don't want to pick up my phone I'm not done healing leave me alone God I can't risk the chance, of getting hurt again I'm scared to open up and let somebody in People are fickle and easily swayed And I can't always trust what people do or say It's one thing to be sold a dream but What hurt the most is that I really believed It's been a long road and I'm still traveling Still unpacking and I'm still unravelling Some pain still lingers and I get upset cause I forgave but there's some things I won't forget I'm still triggered by the little things And all that really means Is that I'm not done healing leave me alone I'm not done healing Oh, yeah yeah, yeah yeah I put my phone on do not disturb, I don't want to I don't want to pick up my phone Yeah, Yeah Does anybody feel what I'm saying God is not done with me God is not done with me He's working on me from the inside out, yea He's working on me from the inside I, God I trust you Oh God I trust you yeah I trust you with my life Yeah