Truth Hurts

You did this Put us in this position Ignored me all these years but maybe now you gonna listen I was sitting I was wishing I was hoping it'd be different You was missing felt the distance all my efforts you resisted We existed while you missed it Felt you drifting tried to fix it Gave solutions you dismissed it What's the problems let you list it Even paid for every visit I was trying but you didn't Only effort that you put ins when it's time to make decisions You see for years I took the blame I took the pills I wore the shame I'm hard to love I'm filled with pain I need a lot I blame my brain I did the work I tried to change I asked for less but gave the same And if you need , just say my name Cuz I was there I played my lane See I was there before you even knew you needed me You say I'm lacking empathy I think you lack the decency Cuz all I ever wanted was your company cuz secretly You always calmed the beast in me your presence brought the peace to me You've been pushing me away I really wanna stay But now I'm leaving You can blame yourself You've been pushing me away I really wanna stay But now I'm leaving You can blame yourself This not what I wanted but its what you gave me You lack accountability you wanna blame me This is crazy always called me with a day to save Now I'm the bad guy I put the cape away If that's the game you wanna play Then say it how you wanna say it It could be easy but impossible is what you made it I know you hate it when I point out all the time I waited So I won't say a thing Shhhhh I'm far from perfect But I promised to be worth it I was bleeding I was hurting But was decent as a person I was seeking I was searching I was weak behind the curtain I confronted all my demons and made me a better version See I was there before you needed me You say I'm lacking empathy I think you lack the decency Cuz all I ever wanted was your company cuz secretly You always calmed the beast in me your presence brought the peace to me You've been pushing me away I really wanna stay But now I'm leaving You can blame yourself You've been pushing me away I really wanna stay But now I'm leaving You can blame yourself