This Life

"This Life"[1st Verse]I used to be the ideal niggaPreppy like HilfigerPretty vill niggaBut wanted to make my dollar bill biggerTurned into a field niggaNot pickin' cottonBut pickin' up mics and rockinRecoppin' so I can feel richerSo I started drinkin' real liquorSend me a groupieAnd I will stick her real quickThe dilsnick it will hit her ex pillsI can feel nigga best dealsyou can get the stealIf you ill I'm concealed with aTechnina millameter by my sideGod used to guide me Lucifer beside meEvil was lively trippin' with wifeyNever was treatin' her nicelyWhat this music got me intoThis is the message Imma send toGod the evil shit I've been throughLettin' me really know what sin doListen cuz the hurt cut me deep like a ginsu[Chorus]This lifeCaught up in the fameIn the end will I foreverBurn in the flameThis lifeI live in the rainI'm an angel but the devil'sPossessing my brain[repeat 2x][2nd Verse]This lifeFull of money bitches weed and richesKansas City niggas grind itCook it up in the kitchenPay attention to the corner niggaRoguish and ruggedNigga fuck it it's a mustI conceal it and tuck itThis lifeCan make a nigga murder for nothinThis lifeFor the money have you fakin' and frontinThis lifeCan make a nigga take a deal with the devilThis lifeGot me rippin' up shit in my kennelYa see I live in the rainLaugh at the stormAnd mastered the pawnBringin' war at the crack of the dawnTottin' the bombA nigga with a third eye visionLike a malachi blowin' smoke in the skySee the world through the eyes of a real niggaLook into my eyesYou can tell I'm a riderMore shows more clothesMore hoes more doughAnd no foes yo[Chorus]This lifeCaught up in the fameIn the end will I foreverBurn in the flameThis lifeI live in the rainI'm an angel but the devil'sPossessing my brain[repeat 2x][3rd Verse]Some times I wonderHow did I surviveWith all this drama in front of mePoppa went out like a bitchFor runnin' from meThough momma never liedShe criedSeen me sittin' in prisonServin' a sentenceWith bad intentionsStill no repentanceI'm heart broken while chokinOn a joint dipped in waterAnd high hopin' the future's wide openFor my daughter my eyes are openTo all animosity constantlyFalling quickly the devil calls itA blessing to cross NittyLessons are taught quicklyHell my pride will die with meThen to repeat backTo the penitentiary visit meHell bound coffin dwellinBefore a life in the cell yelllinNow free meI'm in desperate need immediatelyTruthfully speakinMy life from night to day24 hours I fightDespite this hell to payCan't wait to see the dayWhen my adventures beginWith this here life of sinI'm all in[Chorus]This lifeCaught up in the fameIn the end will I foreverBurn in the flameThis lifeI live in the rainI'm an angel but the devil'sPossessing my brainIs it heaven or hellI really can't tellIt half cupid half relicMy life is anghellicSo I dance with the devilsAnd I fly with the angelAnd I stand on a levelWhere mind is so tangled