Hellish Living

As far as I can tell, I've been living in hell The closest I've been to heaven is whenYou were near I jumped in front of a dagger and I've been bleeding out since Sometimes I don't think it matters if I die or I live Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgot Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts, aye I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgotten Walking a path that many won't take the darkness scared em away Walking on glass, it's cutting me deep the pain gon' keep me awake Making it fast, not making it last regardless, just making the way Lost and confused, they gon' prey on you the weak ones are easy to sway The days come faster than they go, we ain't got the same 24 They tell my grave I climbed out that hole Another way to get there, I don't know Into the sky that I go integrated life that was sold Never mind the shit that I wrote this shit came right out the door As far as I can tell I've been living in hell The closest I've been to heaven is when you were near I jumped in front of a dagger and I've been bleeding out since Sometimes I don't think it matters if I die while I live Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgot Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts, aye I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgot What happened to the text messages? Baby, I'm sitting here reading our sentences I choose to love you like perky's and sedatives Help me with dealing, we're dealing with damages Even stop popping my pillies for medicine Show me that nigga, I swear it ain't better than Miss being under you, I ain't no better, man Ain't getting over, I'm stuck in the middle, babe I feel me airing out, might need a minute, babe Life give me lemons, let's see what a minute made It's been too long since the last that we spoke It's been too long since the last that I coped It's been too long since you left me alone It's been too long since you left me in dust It's been too long since you left me for lust It's been too long, I've been living so rough Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgotten Broken clocks, broken locks, broken hearts I can't stop loving you, don't know why I've been sipping since noon, now it's five on the dot Wonder if you miss me too, or have you forgotten So sad So, so, so, sad Smoke something ....