Rain Tree

Do you still smile? Only time and God know how long I waited to find you The sky cries with me I did everything I could, maybe more I still wanted to do more There were nights when I felt like I wouldn't wake up Days that perhaps I could not live again I walked over the places we visited I did it for days, months, maybe years I listened to the songs that I dedicated to you They once made sense Maybe they will have it again I came to think that he really was the monster of the story I kept writing songs for you The verses became mountains of paper I think my heart went crazy Even when they were just pieces I kept thinking about you I loved the flowers, they withered I think I neglected them for a second Maybe someone stole them One day they disappeared I disappeared along with them Looking at the sky became a habit Thinking about you was sad Sometimes exhausting I listened to the songs that I dedicated to you They once made sense Maybe they will have it again I came to think that he really was the monster of the story I kept writing songs for you The verses became mountains of paper I think my heart went crazy Even when they were just pieces I kept thinking about you The nights were endless Nobody could blame me Still, I was to blame for everything No one could carry everything The flowers grew again I never saw a flower like the one I loved again I think it withered When they took her to a better place I still walk in the rain I still visit that tree Hope to see that flower again It never bloomed again Only time and God know how long I waited to find you The sky cries with me I did everything I could, maybe more I still wanted to do more Even when they were just pieces I kept thinking about you There were nights when I felt like I wouldn't wake up Days that perhaps I could not live again I walked over the places we visited I did it for days, months, maybe years