Rupture

You left so long ago Like a fleeting night You only left nostalgia You left a heart full of memories I tried to understand the reasons I blamed myself for so many things I thought there would be answers I ended up on the edge of madness Memories Memories are tears They become shackles They are the darkness in the gaze They are the dementia in the absence They are times in the mind Laughter in the ears They are caresses on the skin They are moments that torment I live talking with a soul Someone who does not exist But answers me from that silence Maybe I lost my sanity? Sometimes I sleep next to you But you disappear in the cold night I've seen you walk to that garden You smile and leave Memories are tears They become shackles They are the darkness in the gaze They are the madness in the absence They are times in the mind Laughter in the ears They are caresses on the skin They are moments that torment Memories are tears They become shackles They are the darkness in the gaze They are the madness in the absence They are times in the mind Laughter in the ears They are caresses on the skin They are moments that torment Maybe tomorrow I will be the one who walks there Who wakes up in the night to go out I will go to the garden, to sleep with you Maybe I already did it and I'm just awake