Sad Happiness

I was thinking in agony Between my dementia and the pain I didn't understand what happened You just left without saying goodbye Search for an explanation I wanted to know what my mistake was I didn't want to look back you were always there If I could be there Where your smile wrapped me The time was mine if I was by your side Now loneliness accompanies me I never wanted to see you away Life is a storm without you Your memory is a pressure The heart hurts It's the only way to have you You never understood what I did for you Every night I take care of you I don't blame you, you were always like that I was never someone for you I never wanted to see reality My heart wanted to believe you But there was nothing to wait Fake smiles that pretended to love Like the fog after the rain You cut my eyes without thinking You painted the sky with colors Outside the light was extinguished wait in the rain Under a tree without light Its leaves withered like ashes How sadness without heat Like the fog after the rain You cut my eyes without thinking You painted the sky with colors Outside the light was extinguished wait in the rain Under a tree without light Its leaves withered like ashes How sadness without heat Outside the light was extinguished wait in the rain I was thinking in agony Between my dementia and the pain I didn't understand what happened You just left without saying goodbye Search for an explanation I wanted to know what my mistake was I didn't want to look back you were always there If I could be there Where your smile wrapped me The time was mine if I was by your side Now loneliness accompanies me I never wanted to see you away Life is a storm without you Your memory is a pressure The heart hurts It's the only way to have you It's the only way to have you