Sidewalk

I've been standing, waiting for the boat I don't care what happens to me anymore I lost my motive, I lost my reason There's no one who can bring me back to sanity They say I went with the wind Like the smoke of a cigarette I was a pleasant time That went with the rain Life was kind to me I had a good story for myself I wanted to be a puppet I'd rather be the one who pulls the strings I stopped yearning for the riches of this world They're small and fleeting I looked for what was beyond my eyes I found nothingness after the end I got to know every corner of the world I still wanted more Was I looking for justice? I forgot what to look for Answers are empty questions They are the infinity that ends in madness I saw from above what existed It was a silent solitude Life was kind to me It had a good story for myself I wanted it to be a puppet I prefer to be the one who pulls the strings I stopped yearning for riches of this world They are small and fleeting I looked for what was beyond my eyes I found nothingness after the end I wait for sky to me the little to story for me I wanted it to be a puppet I prefer to be the one who pulls the strings I stopped yearning for riches of this world They are small and fleeting I looked for what was beyond my eyes I found nothingness after the end I wait for the boat that comes for me Maybe it will bring me back if it questions its purpose Will there be someone to talk to on the other side? I still have questions that torment me