Innocence

Well, I lost my innocence todayI could feel her in my bonesMy bones, my bones, my bonesMy blood, my blood, my blood, my bloodAnd I woke up, tired, scared, and sadSoaked, drained, I felt so badToday, today, todayWhat you still, you still, you still, you stillWon't you say, you say, you say, you sayWhat you feel, you feel, you feel, you feelWhich is nothing but hollow feelings, yeahI am done, I just don't careAnd forget happiness, I'm fineI'll forget everything in timeI swear I didn't know,You know me, how I can't let goAnd we're not gods, we're just hacksAll that life amongst the cracksThe scars, the siege that breaksThe ugliest scene, the worst mistakesAnd everywhere I see her faceSuch a beautiful child, such an awful wasteAnd there's no innocence like hersJust emptiness and nervesAnd this light from the window of my carShe'll never see it Oh my GodI was so surprised, it blew up in my faceLord, I lost my nerve, oh my GodOh my GodOh myGodAnd I tear, I tear, so hardAnd I tear, I tear, so hardAnd I beg and scream, "I was wrong"It's over, she's gone