Saviorself

I wish I had more time to sort out all of this inside my mindI only have one dayit's given at dawn and at dusk it gets taken awayI can't control what I thinkso how can I control what I sayI don't know who I am at the moment and I can't prayI can't pray for the answers anymoreI only have myself to blame for losing controlI've always needed something maybe I needed to be aloneand I don't need to be savedI'm not saying that it's too latebut way too much has changedyou call it saviorand I call it a learned behavioryou call it the light I refuse to seeand I call it the mask I've seen underneathjust do and say the same thingno opinion preserved in stained glass holds more moral truth to meI only have myself to blame for losing controlI still need to be saved just not by youI just need to be safebut not by you