Tiny Crosses

I had a dream last night, not a nightmare, something sweetSomeone rewound this fucking movie and gently pushed deleteI'm not kiddingI never happenedI woke up thinking there might be some hope after allThen it hit meI've got nothingA piece of rock where my heart should have been, lifeless and smallThe feeling that it's overFinally something to be savouredMy every fucking heartbeatLike a bullet being chamberedLike a bullet being chamberedThere comes a time when you can't hideAll the tiny crosses of your lifeTomorrow is for the others, for the young at heart, who caresI live for the blank pages at the end, and I'm already thereCall me patheticCall me a cowardI won't hear you cause I'm out of here before you start to cryIf the neverAnd foreverGo happily together, there can be silence if you ytyNothing ever gets betterNot for anyoneIt never gets easierWe burn in the sunDon't tell me that given time I will copeCause the only thing worse than living is hopeSo let the sun break through the fogAnd put me down like a rabid dogThe feeling that it's overFinally something to be savouredMy every fucking heartbeatLike a bullet being chambered(Deliever my soul from the sword, my love for the power of the dog)Like a bullet being chamberedThere comes a time when you can't hideAll the tiny crosses of your lifeThe feeling that it's overFinally something to be savoured(I've been living som much only the promise of death keeps me alive)My every fucking heartbeatLike a bullet being chambered(A tidal wave is coming)Like a bullet being chambered(Tie me to the bridge)