Lost Humanity

I'll be back at sunrise even farther tonightWaiting for them to put up a fight.I hope I won't be afraid when they will come forwardSomeone will hide, someone will not.Once again I am waiting here for themHoping, showing them humanity that once they wereEveryday I wait, everyday I liveTo meet another man.I've never felt so alone, it would be enough for oneWinning a war to convert a soul.Once again I am waiting here for themOnce again to show humanity that once they were.Every day I pray, I want to be for themJust another man.I do not have mercy on meI do not want to admitI should swallow all of this hateAnd become the very prey.Once again I am here, in front of them,Trying to show the enemy I am is just a manEveryday I wait, everyday I live,To meet another friend or meet another enemy.Once again I wait, once again I seeThe failure in their hunger, in their blood, over my hopes.Every day I'm wrong, everyday I get,Just another dead.