Hostage

This hostage that I used to keepStill loiters by the side of meShe's looking up into my eyesForgive what I'm about to doIt's the only way to get me throughI only want to sleep at nightHow long do IHave to hold youUnder waterBefore you breathe in?Call me all names under the sunWind blows away your every verbPlease don't make this harder for meYour struggling only makes it worseThis can't be good for meIt's a sign to let her leaveThis doesn't feel right at allToo long have I realisedHow far I've taken my disguiseI only want to know the truthHow long do IHave to hold youUnder waterBefore you breathe in?Call me all names under the sunWind blows away your every verbPlease don't make this harder for meYour struggling only makes it worseGoodnessIt flows through my veinsI'm pushing down on your faceFingertipsThey feel the rain againAnd wash away the cherry stainsWhen it's on you walk away (Face down)Until your body leaves me (Go now)So hard to say goodbye (Leave)This is goodnightCall me all names under the sunWind blows away your every verbPlease don't make this harder for meYour struggling only makes it worseGoodnessIt flows through my veinsI'm pushing down on your faceFingertipsThey feel the rain againAnd wash away the cherry stains