The Quiet Scream

I'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speakAnd this bottle of beast is taking me homeI'm cuddling close to blankets and sheetsBut you're not alone and you're not discreetYou make sure I know, who's taking you homeI'm reading your note over againThere is not a word that I comprehend,Except when you signed it"I will love you always and forever"I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as your pretendingI'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets,And I am alone, in my defeatI wish I knew you were safely at homeI'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,And this bottle of beast is taking me homeWe saw the western coastI saw the hospitalNursed the shoreline like a woundReports of lover's trystWere neither clear nor descriptWe kept it safe and slowThe quiet things that no one ever knowsSo keep the blood in your headAnd keep your feet on the groundIf today's the day it gets tiredToday's the day we drop outGave up my body and bedAll for an empty hotelWasting words on lower cases and capitalsAs for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,And sit alone and wonder,How you're making out,But as for me I wish that I was anywhereWith anyone making outI'm missing your laugh, how did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as your pretendingI'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speakAnd this bottle of beast is taking me homeSo keep the blood in your headAnd keep your feet on the groundIf today's the day it gets tiredToday's the day we drop outGave up my body and bedAll for an empty hotelWasting words on lower cases and capitalsSo keep the blood in your head (Your hair, it's everywhere)And keep your feet on the groundIf today's the day it gets tiredToday's the day we drop outGave up my body and bedAll for an empty hotel (Screaming infidelities and taking its wear)Wasting words on lower cases and capitalsSo keep the blood in your head (Your hair, it's everywhere)And keep your feet on the groundIf today's the day it gets tiredToday's the day we drop outGave up my body and bedAll for an empty hotel (Screaming infidelities and taking its wear)Wasting words on lower cases and capitalsYour hair, it's everywhere,Screaming infidelities and taking its wear