Lightning Rod

I am waitingOn a mountaintopFor the moment that the sky will strikeMy apologiesAre forever lostSoon to ashes in a flash of light Miles from away from meHope is fading soonGone forever it's a waste of timeMy intentionsLike a sweeter roomOnly bring to me a fading light Locked up forever insideI look to the stars and ask whyIf they could just teach my dark heart to feelAll I've saved - whyIs thrown away I am waningLike a single bloomLost forever in the storm of lifeMy intentionsLike a sweeter roomOnly bring to me a fading light Locked up forever insideI look to the stars and ask whyIf they could just show these wounds how to healHere I am - oh whyMy last stand - oh whyAnd I know For all the rising and falling there's nothing to show Throw me down It's been rainingAnd now I will payWoe is come to me I am the lightning rod I am waitingOn a mountaintopOh above meHe will strike me! Locked up forever insideI look to the stars and ask whyIf they could just teach my dark heart to feelAll I am - oh whyMy last stand - oh whyAnd I knowFor all the rising and falling there's nothing to show