Chimera Obscurant

Two eyes doesn't mean double visionI never questioned this stance but nowI've been seeing thingsI can hear a voice in the distanceTrying to turn my attention to their truthSomeone's moving behind the curtainI point it out to my friendsBut they don't see a thingI just keep my synaptic activeTo prepare for the day that they doCos this ain't how it endsAnd they'll sayLet's hear itFor the post-moderationFor tolled salivationWho cares so much about these thingsAvailed denominationThe 'so shall' dominationNow I think it's funny I feel distantI'd run away if it'd make any differenceI'd look up my childhood crushesBut they've all have their own children sinceAnd even if their hearts tarnishThey've gold wedding bands to hide the greenPearly gates to show from her past or his mouthHe too bears the burden of a bulbous bellyYeah, yeah, I know, I know this veil ain't realAnd still it never fails to fall or send me reelingI awaken to the same ceilingAnd I can't seem to shake this sick feelingI don't need surgery to keep my smile fixedEver confident, never nervousFor I feel nothingI work hard and come from a respected familyWe take care of each other, we doWe won't live until we shed this skinOh, to be free againA vestige interest in the instrumental momentYou'll know it whenNow all the pieces keep falling fasterYour letters spelling disasterI wish I was in Paris getting plasteredCos all this masquerading's started my façade fadingTurned my quiet heart to hatingWhateverIt is that we've been waiting for (it)When they'll sayLet's hear itFor drained health and elationBrain cell annihilationWho cares so much about these thingsPupil dilationMore light to the patientThat every word that I'm speakingWill poison the chance that you're listeningI know that you think you'd be missing outWith an answerThat we can't make out or make upBut even if we black out and break upIt's just a breath 'fore we're looking back, laughing outCos every end's a beginning, beggin' to get back inYou know I'll come around, if you just let me sleep inWith each wave more violent than the lastI'll keep my thoughts silent till they passWe're not ready yetThey'll say you've got to build your tolerances now and thenMake your heart a callus with thicker skinI just can't seem to shake this feelingThe more they interfere to forestall meThe clearer I hear her calling me, calling meI must have struck a nerve cos someone's following meI pull over to the shoulder of the freewayMy history profiled on the licensed registryThe shepherd keeps a careful eye on his personal inventorySaying we're the sameSo come on, child, you've slept enoughAnd I know you're tired but I'm waking you upThere is much to be done, and we're right on the cuspOf this shit getting real, I mean really, really fuckedEvery sheep for the shearing waiting around non-plussedTrading branding irons for brand-name cutsWe were born in labor, baptized in dustGiven life anew as a living trustWith every hair numbered and cross-referencedFor each soul they claim to save, they have added interestWith a price on your head, what you think matters notEvery credit card statement, every lie you've boughtRates our exchanged faith for the next fiatOn the blotter paper, the blood don't clotIt just bleeds you dry and then leaves you to rotIn a dead end job till at last you dropInto this old noose, with the rope drawn tautLeft with your hands bound so they'll never be caughtYou may sabotage our educationTo a calculated chaos born of confusionA controlled market through the inflationTruly euthanasia to waste on the youngBut, we've caught you now, and we're cutting your fundsWe outnumber you over a million to oneIt's a sharp weapon, but the point's left bluntThere's no skill to the game, no challenge to the huntWith each target deaf, blind, and reticentGot your ducks in line for the same false frontCos when free will costs even ten percentFalse tongues speak lies over Catholic huntsFrom the cathepsin to the cathexisI'll bear the stigmatic focus of the anti-catechistWith each catalytic pill slowly slitting my wristsSo when I raise my hand, see my bloody fistMay have killed brain cells, but I've kept my witsAnd I'd rather go sooner to have known and said thisI've peaked at the end, where the answer sitsAll the rest is just problems and more questionsHear the classes getting loud and the teacher getting pissedIn the end this pattern goes 666Soon my name's showing up on every government listFree speech shouldn't cost, let alone be a riskSo when I die young, it'll prove me rightCos it won't be pills, swear it won't be the knifeNo matter how hard it gets, I'm in this for lifeAnd I'm never giving up till we make things rightGod gave me this voice, so I can't stay quietThey can't kill this love, I'll come back to fightTo return each star and remove each stripeFrom each prism cell, we'll refract the lightTo reveal each move, catch the thieves in the nightMake them share what's left and return our rightsThough it may still shine from a hormone dietThis knowledgeable fruit's grown overripeAnd robbed his breath, birth absorbed heWhen the planets line up, every eye shall seeThat this invite-only disparity partyHas brought enough despair to the already broken-heartedIn the wake of greed, in the name of flow-chartingLeaving broken-homes where once were gardensSee it's our pale horse that we're riding in onBringing pestilence as a plague of loveWith hell at our heels and heaven catching onIt's the hanged man, it's the crux fictionIt's the pentagram, it's the pentagonIt's david's star, it's the pyramid songWhat was once uprightNow is upside downAnd Isaiah, it's a revelation2368, 2701Means a way outAnd if I can, you know I'm bringing everyone