Medicate Myself

I hear you cryin' for me But I see the anger in your eyesI want what will not judge meI need what keeps me warm insideA man without a purposeStares from the mirror on the wallYou think you know my problemsI think that you don't know my at allI don't believe I sufferDisease as you proclaimAnd I don't believe that I should kneel and hang my head in shameHeld prisoner by a monkeyStrapped on behind my backAnd while I sit ablaze The light is slowly fading into the blackSo II've got to medicate myself againI've got to medicate myself againI've got to medicate myself againCause you don't need me hanging 'roundOne more drink and I will be drownedI know you hate to see meAs I defeat myself this wayYou know you can't control meYou know I'm slipping day by dayDown into my obsessionDown in the hole where I belongAnd when this fight is overYou will stay right here and I will be goneSo II've got to medicate myself again [3x]I found you broken And lying on the floorAn empty bottle in the drainI put my hand right through the kitchen doorI've got to medicate myself againCause you don't need me hanging 'roundI barely get my coat off and you're alreadyCrawling down my back againYeah you get to watch me sinking downOne more drink and I will be drownedI've got to medicate myself again