Lost Weekend

Build me up I'm breaking downI'm tired of living undergroundWhere depression tells me she's the only wayAnd I have nothing left to loseBut I have nothing left to chooseThe bottle drinks the booze from me these daysHold me through the dark of nightBefore I kiss myself goodbyeI cannot sleep, I cannot cryI've lost all control of my mindSpinning out of time and out of sightAnd my body aches and my heart it hurtsI've long found out that drugs don't workWill someone save me from myself tonightI'm tired of my ambitionsAnd I'm tired of my suspicionsI'm so tired of knowing that I live a lieSweet tea and valiumSay one day I will marry themAnd we can live in champion disguiseHold me through the dark at nightBefore I kiss myself goodbyeI cannot sleep, I cannot cryI've lost all control of my mindSpinning out of time and out of sightAnd my body aches and my heart it hurtsI've long found out that drugs don't workWill someone save me from myself tonightWill someone save me from myself tonight