Downspeed Heartbeat

I lost myself a thousand times...Now I succumb to senses blind.It's all or none.(No glory in the goal of someAll or none its black or white(No strength now for shades of grey)I THIRST! I DREAM!I BURN! - I SCREAM...I slow my heartbeatIndifference holds my sanityYet just intoxicated.By thoughts of Self(This worldly frame! This cage! This Hell!)Unknowing Fool I AmTo join its Ranks and spectacleOpen your eyes (Everything lies)